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I could overdose on one med, and another, and another
And I'll never be myself
Depersonalization's not as bad as you think
Though it doesn't seem to help

I could never tell him what I dream about
He always thought that was cheap
I don't even wanna think about it now
So I never go to sleep

And I never go to sleep
And I never go to sleep
And I never go to sleep
I never go to sleep

When I close my eyes
I see you, only you
It's a bit askew
Everything's a blur
I can't tell if it's you anymore

It's another scene that I have seen before
Nothing I do will make you stay
Is there any way that I can repay?

There's a valley with wind and fresh air
You and I were there
You looked absolutely mortified
I was terrified
I stepped back as you pushed me to the edge
I was at the ledge
I can't wake up and I start to weep
I can't tell if I'm asleep

I can't tell if I'm asleep
I can't tell if I'm asleep
I can't tell if I'm asleep
Can't tell if I'm asleep

And you push me down
And I fall, and you cry
Oh thank God, you're fine
Won't see me around
I'll be gone when you catch the lie

It's another day that I am staying inside
With my thoughts to stay
I wanna blow this night away

I just want you to stay

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from Lily of the Valley, released November 29, 2021

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JohnJRenns South Korea

The former musical alias of Cecily Renns. cecilyrenns.bandcamp.com

“Frankly, pop culture is a bit better at rocking people emotionally than the better chunk of the so-called fine arts.” - Kadono Kouhei, authour of ‘Boogiepop’

“...소위 팝컬쳐라 불리는 게 있다. 예술이라 하기엔 좀 그렇긴 한데 하여튼 사람의 마음을 뒤흔드는 점에 간해서는 어정쩡한 파인 아트보다 힘이 세기도 하는 놈이다.” - 카도노 코우헤이, '부기팝' 작가
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