A static noise
It’s scuffing out my joy
My mind is going in panic mode
I’m burning up
And time is slowing down
It’s breaking at the seams

Just feel it, and don't think
It’s never worth the time to heal
Tell yourself it’s fine

It’s a good day
I’m dying anyway
Manic depression is just amazing
No, it's not fine
I'm about to lose my mind
I’m screaming out a sigh

You know it, can’t you see
This mindset’s all I can afford
Like painting sweeter dreams

Hey, are you out there
Tell me you're out there
Or anywhere
I don't even know if I'm sane or not
You gotta be out there
Tell me you're out there
I'm fine, I swear
It's breaking apart
My reality

I’m waking up
Fighting intrusive thoughts
It’s just a moment of self reflection
I hate this life
I’m running out of time
But I can make this right

Just feel it, and don't think
I’m sure it will be over soon
But how come I feel so scared

Why can't I see you
Why can't I hear you
Things that I know
Running through my head
Was it all a dream?
No, I can't see you
No, I can't hear you
While all alone
I wait for a time
When you’ll come back home

Hey, are you out there
Tell me you're out there
Or anywhere
I don't even know if I'm sane or not
You gotta be out there
Tell me you're out there
I'm fine, I swear
It's breaking apart
My reality