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Hey, can someone tell me what to do tonight?
I’m scared I’ll die alone cause I don’t live my life right
Damn, the future’s getting nearer everyday

Wake up, get your head on straight
My heart is beating fast
It’s telling me if I keep this up, it won’t take it anymore
Oh well, I never thought highly of life anyway

I feel like I’ll die any day by now
I’ve convinced myself that, but I don’t know how
Don’t think I’ll practice self help tonight
I’ll sing about about how I don’t feel alive

Hey, am I lost or am I blind?
I put how others see me before how I see myself
I can’t remember the last time I felt happy with myself

Oh, sometimes I think about if I lay down and close my eyes, will I never wake up?
If death is like that, I might not have to be scared

And please stop telling me it will be fine
It just reminds me that the fault is mine
Don’t think I’ll practice self care tonight
Maybe in this song, I’ll find how to survive

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JohnJRenns South Korea

The former musical alias of Cecily Renns. cecilyrenns.bandcamp.com

“Frankly, pop culture is a bit better at rocking people emotionally than the better chunk of the so-called fine arts.” - Kadono Kouhei, authour of ‘Boogiepop’

“...소위 팝컬쳐라 불리는 게 있다. 예술이라 하기엔 좀 그렇긴 한데 하여튼 사람의 마음을 뒤흔드는 점에 간해서는 어정쩡한 파인 아트보다 힘이 세기도 하는 놈이다.” - 카도노 코우헤이, '부기팝' 작가
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