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Rough kicks, you’re never gonna be alone
One kiss, I’m always gonna bring you home
No miss, all your tears and your fears, I will wipe away
But nothing I can do will make you stay

Freeze frame, put notes on this piano
I’m gone, he better leave a love note
Don’t hang up on me, I’m alive in the kill zone
This song is my bow and arrow
“You can’t keep blaming yourself,” says HERO
I’m not having this; I leave him on missed, though
I only go outside at night, let’s hit the back road
Taking the long way forward

I’ll lose my identity to not be your enemy
Living life vicariously, just hurry up and bury me
I guess I’m just a fucking child after all
I throw a fit when I don’t get what I want
And you know, I don’t even know what I want
It’s like one side of me wants perfection but another wants you to stay
I want you to stay
I can’t change what has passed
I can never change the past

And all these thoughts gather in clusters
Like how every strand of hair flutters
Suicide crosses my thoughts at every turn

And look at you, you’re getting better
Then I’m okay, I’ll be your martyr
I just hope you have the heart left in you to mourn

All it costs is your love

This is do or die, fade into the midnight
Illuminate and write, this is the afterlife
Burn a memory, we’ll meet again at the recite
Maybe you’ll panic at my sight
We’re up the stairs, give it a light shove
I’m falling down, I see your tears above
I wake up, I’m shocked at my dreams or the lack thereof
All I’m missing is your love

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from Lily of the Valley, released November 29, 2021

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JohnJRenns South Korea

The former musical alias of Cecily Renns. cecilyrenns.bandcamp.com

“Frankly, pop culture is a bit better at rocking people emotionally than the better chunk of the so-called fine arts.” - Kadono Kouhei, authour of ‘Boogiepop’

“...소위 팝컬쳐라 불리는 게 있다. 예술이라 하기엔 좀 그렇긴 한데 하여튼 사람의 마음을 뒤흔드는 점에 간해서는 어정쩡한 파인 아트보다 힘이 세기도 하는 놈이다.” - 카도노 코우헤이, '부기팝' 작가
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