why cant i do it
why cant i bring myself together
it seems so easy
just one of those days when i cant look myself in the eye
cause theyre full of fear

i cant get work done
because im just a useless, stupid, no talent Idiot
even though i want to get through all this
inside my heart, i know i cant do it

everyone says to keep trying harder and ill get better at it, one day surely
but i dont think thats possible cause i just cant do the things i want to do
goddamnit

I Am An Idiot
im just a lowly fool
doesnt deserve to be one
but ill keep going forwards

I Am An Idiot
no skills, no motivations
but still ill try my best
they are all cheering me on

is this the end then
is this the end of the road for me
i have tried so hard
i refuse to believe in this reality
i cant handle it anymore

maybe its alright
maybe i can get better at it
through endless efforts
just the thought of it might make it worth a try
should i do it then
is this the way for me

no i cant do it, theres no way out for me here
id give up after a single try
no hope, only despair awaits for me in the dark
everythings turned its back on me
goddamnit

I Am An Idiot
no salvation for me
just a talentless hack
but i want to change somehow

I Am An Idiot
a despairing idiot
but all these people inspiring me
ill have to do it for them

I Am An Idiot
im just a lowly fool
doesnt deserve to be one
but ill keep going forwards

cause im just an idiot who doesnt know a thing.