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Looking out the window, thinking it's a glorious day on Earth. The perfect day to leave my mark performing a self-help suicide. When I wrote my rhapsody, I knew I wouldn't be the first. Writing a manifesto, tempted by your voice, committing deicide.

In one night I became mortal and assigned to this vile hunk of flesh. Play my guitar and sing a song because now I have nothing else to do.

And when it’s over and done, could I look back and still say that I regret nothing at all? I wanted them to hear my words and make my voice be heard. Oh, and when everything’s gone and I am dead on the ground, will you be watching my fall? Even when the ones I love are gone, could I tell myself I’m fine? Yeah, I’m fine.

Writing out these summer days, I just see beauty in the haze. Looking at our creations, now I’m in turn creating this for them. Eternal life makes it easy for you to be numb to every phrase. Now I keep reflections of every moment, something I used to condemn.

This song only has 45 seconds left so we better get this over with. I want to kill everyone who doubted us; surely, you would understand.

My halo’s losing its glow. My wings are tearing apart. Is this what being human is? Far away from where I once called home, I’m rotting all alone. I know that you will find me - you better kill me first then. I don’t want to see you again. Even when you turned your back on me, you’ve the gall to try and come back? Don’t come back!

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JohnJRenns South Korea

The former musical alias of Cecily Renns. cecilyrenns.bandcamp.com

“Frankly, pop culture is a bit better at rocking people emotionally than the better chunk of the so-called fine arts.” - Kadono Kouhei, authour of ‘Boogiepop’

“...소위 팝컬쳐라 불리는 게 있다. 예술이라 하기엔 좀 그렇긴 한데 하여튼 사람의 마음을 뒤흔드는 점에 간해서는 어정쩡한 파인 아트보다 힘이 세기도 하는 놈이다.” - 카도노 코우헤이, '부기팝' 작가
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