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[KAKO]

Starry nights
Blinding lights
Let it all wither
Let it turn off and fade away

Binding white
Oh so bright
Cover it up
Cause I don’t need lighting anyway
Oh

You give and you give
They expect you to forgive
It never ends
That is what they call being friends
But human connections only makes you weak to being prey
They won’t let you escape

Blinding sights
Turn off the lights
It’s always painful when it begins to rewind back

Such great heights
They’ll burn and ignite
Never grasp onto anything that can hold you back

Well then it’s never or ever
So it’s whatever
Whomever that you choose, it always leads to the same end
No chance in forever
Connections severed
Hitori-san, that’s why I won’t be your friend

Tell me a lie and please betray me
Prove me right
That I’m not wrong
You will abandon me just like she did
So why even try

Starry nights
Blinding lights
Let it all wither
Let it turn off and fade away

Binding white
Oh so bright
Cover it up
Cause I don’t need lighting anyway

Well then it’s never or ever
So it’s whatever
Whomever that you choose, it always leads to the same end
No chance in forever
Connections severed
Hitori-san, that’s why I won’t be your friend

What do I do if I have a promise unkept?
I’m so scared it’ll happen again
I locked myself in a bathroom stall and wept
I couldn’t believe you wanted to be my friend

Reaching out is a form of bravery
Kill the past and I can hold up my hands
Then the one who was telling a lie is me

Because taking a step forward is scarier than blocking it out
It’s a continuous cycle of doubt
So instead of confronting my past, I try to hide away my tears

And I plug my ears
And close my eyes
Put on a tough act until you get tired of me
But you’re still here
And they are too
Hitori-san
You reach out your hand
And I grab them
Crying, I confess my true feelings
I don't want to be alone

[COMPANY]

I don't want to be alone
I don't want to be alone

[BOCCHI]

(I don't want to be alone)

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JohnJRenns South Korea

The former musical alias of Cecily Renns. cecilyrenns.bandcamp.com

“Frankly, pop culture is a bit better at rocking people emotionally than the better chunk of the so-called fine arts.” - Kadono Kouhei, authour of ‘Boogiepop’

“...소위 팝컬쳐라 불리는 게 있다. 예술이라 하기엔 좀 그렇긴 한데 하여튼 사람의 마음을 뒤흔드는 점에 간해서는 어정쩡한 파인 아트보다 힘이 세기도 하는 놈이다.” - 카도노 코우헤이, '부기팝' 작가
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