1. |
Discordant
02:24
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here we go again
makin some music and shit
just open that FL studio
the easiest thing to do, hey
yeah thats right
ill open that sgm
the piano roll will be my domain
whats so fucking hard bout that
But i do have to admit
this lifes not that easy as it sounds
theres just one little problem
something about my melody
its Discordant
why is it so damn hard to find the right harmony
its so Discordant
listen to it then youll see
its so Discordant
alright then
i think ive figured it out
theres something wrong about the chord progression
ive just gotta fix that then
but it looks
like the chord is all fine and nice
then is it the fucking scale thats off
i dont know cause its too confusing
maybe this life isnt for me
maybe i should give up and quit composing
no no no I cant say that
even if its hard its so fun
its Discordant
look at all these people saying my music sucks but
its really alright and well
this is the life ive chosen
ill believe in it
PIANO SOLO
wait
there we go, sorry
its Discordant
why is it so damn hard to find the right harmony
its so Discordant
listen to it then youll see
its so Discordant
its so discordant.
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2. |
Enjoy While It Lasts
02:00
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Enjoy It While It Lasts
cause everything is gonna be gone soon
nothing in life is finite so Enjoy It for now
spending your days worrying bout those things
but you dont have time for that, life is not waiting for you (so go out)
there are milions and bilions of people who are less fortunate than you so
its time to get action
paying rents, paying taxes
making just enough money to feed yourself
life may be full of hardships
but when you put your mind into it, miracles can happen so
Enjoy It While It Lasts
whatre you doing here, in front of the computer
think of all the things you can do with your knowledge
you can help the old lady across the street or tell that punk to go fuck himself
all these things you can do when you put your mind to it
possibilities are endless when you believe in it
just believe in yourself so fucking hard it causes a hope explosion
just try it and see what happens
just Enjoy It While It Lasts.
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3. |
I Am An Idiot
03:12
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why cant i do it
why cant i bring myself together
it seems so easy
just one of those days when i cant look myself in the eye
cause theyre full of fear
i cant get work done
because im just a useless, stupid, no talent Idiot
even though i want to get through all this
inside my heart, i know i cant do it
everyone says to keep trying harder and ill get better at it, one day surely
but i dont think thats possible cause i just cant do the things i want to do
goddamnit
I Am An Idiot
im just a lowly fool
doesnt deserve to be one
but ill keep going forwards
I Am An Idiot
no skills, no motivations
but still ill try my best
they are all cheering me on
is this the end then
is this the end of the road for me
i have tried so hard
i refuse to believe in this reality
i cant handle it anymore
maybe its alright
maybe i can get better at it
through endless efforts
just the thought of it might make it worth a try
should i do it then
is this the way for me
no i cant do it, theres no way out for me here
id give up after a single try
no hope, only despair awaits for me in the dark
everythings turned its back on me
goddamnit
I Am An Idiot
no salvation for me
just a talentless hack
but i want to change somehow
I Am An Idiot
a despairing idiot
but all these people inspiring me
ill have to do it for them
I Am An Idiot
im just a lowly fool
doesnt deserve to be one
but ill keep going forwards
cause im just an idiot who doesnt know a thing.
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4. |
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Keep your eyes on the airwaves
Don't look down if you don't want to fall
Out here, ain't nobody dancing
Up in the air you ain't nobody at all
Keep your forward direction
Look for signs of the enemy, enemy
You're too far gone for protection
I am a spaceship who's looking for love
Open your doors and shoot your missiles
Blow away everybody you pass
Just a bunch of peculiar people
Looking for a party to crash
Keep your back to the sunlight
Keep your eyes on the rubber T-Rex
Save your teardrops for later
You're going to need them for the part that comes next
Wake up trashed in the ocean
Look for signs of the enemy, enemy
These drones can feel emotion
You are a spaceship who's looking for love (yeah)
Open the doors and shoot your missiles
Blow away everybody you pass
Just a bunch of peculiar people
Looking for a party to crash
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5. |
Look At Me ~VENT~
03:01
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another day at the net, look at these people
all nice and kind also caring
individuals with their own problems, i want their love so
please everyone, Look At Me, Look At Me, who am i suppose to talk to
about all the problems i have
im a mess, so listen to me
ill Vent, i hope somebody does care
cause my problems are very important
ill Vent so everyone knows that im a complete utter fool
heres a good list:
bills to pay, work to do, even if i have lots of time to do work
but i really think that this shitpost is priority still
oh i know, yes i know, thats all my fault but i havent even gone to the part where "they" did "that"
blah blah blah, everythings fucking---
i could go on forever, my life is a wreck
or maybe just maybe, thats just how life ls
i can Vent about my things, complaining away
but maybe just maybe, theres a solution
BREAKITDOWN
i wonder if my life will stay the same
like a train ride that never stops at anything
i can find something to hold on to if i try, just try (if i just try)
i know its all a sob story
i know everyones gone through it before
but just because somebody says so, it doesnt mean that theyre meaningless, yeah
lets go again
romance and crushes are kind of bullshit but my heart is saying
i like you, i "like" like you
so then who do i love
schoolwork and homework, did i say schoolwork, oh yeah my homework
is due on tuesday but i had a damn month to prepare
look, im tired of this life, this life of despair, but then again
in the end, all my "problems" are solved in just one night
maybe i shouldnt look at life with this kind of mentality
i just want somebody to love me, but love is overrated, so
Look At Me, Look At Me, Look At Me, Look At Me, Vent.
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6. |
Fifteen Years Old Man
02:30
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twenty first of march
the birth of a boy
destiny awaits him
that day
that fateful day
its been Fifteen Years now
and i still don't know
that im just a little brat
i dont know my place in the world or anywhere else
pretending i am mature
but thats a front, i dont get anything
Fifteen Years Old Man
feels like a century instead
Fifteen Years Old Man
but still just a kid
days go by in a whim
a month then a year
cant keep track of the time
i tell those boys and girls
like an arrogant sage, "young ins these days now"
how hypocritical of me
theyre wiser and smarter and knows better than me here
but i cant help but act dumb
cause im a dick, thats just who i am
Fifteen Years Old Man
self centered prick no one likes
Fifteen Years Old Man
maybe i should change
no way, i like me, hes a cool new funny guy
even if he does some bullshit
he is what i am, the only person who knows that i should stay as myself
(no way, ill stay as myself till the end of time)
Fifteen Years Old Man
even if im an idiot
im a Fifteen Years Old Man
so im happy just with that
(FIfteen Years Old, im Fifteen Years Old so im fine)
Fifteen Years Old Man
feels like a century instead
Fifteen Years Old Man
but still just a kid.
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its not easy
when someone asks you
a question or the meaning of your phrase
youll write up something
with hard words that no one says
but this shouldn't be an essay, im just asking
i know you are trying to get across your points clear and detailed right on time
but i honestly dont understand a single thing you said
so ill tell you what
Stop Saying the Same Things Over and Over
its not really helping your point
Stop Saying the Same Things Over and Over again
come up with a better word
i cant believe it
you wrote five paragraphs explaining your very simple point
i get you want to look smart by talking long
but you have already lost my attention
is it so damn hard to just speak a normal human being
without repeating your point ten times, then another five
i think i got what you mean
you can stop saying stuff now
but looks like youre not done yet
holy shit, can you shut up for a second
i dont think i can handle more of this
your annoying voice has tired me
so ill have to say, to shut you up
ill say the same things too
i dont care anymore
lets Stop Saying the Same Things Over and Over
its not really helping us out
but well keep Saying the Same Things Over and Over
because we suck at writing.
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8. |
dogs (original by nouns)
03:21
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if you want it bad enough, then things will get better
but that's not the truth and you know better
so you're trying hard enough and nothing is better
but you won't quit trying 'cause you know better
nothing comes easy and nothing comes free
but it just seems like i can't get out of this heap
of shit i must have stumbled into by accident
disorder and script i must've stumbled into it
can i just get my body back
i like dogs much better
i like dogs much better
than cats
and wolves
and rats
and bats
that i use when i get imaginative
i like dogs much better
than people could ever be
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9. |
Somewhere Happy
02:23
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how i love you so
without you i cant live in this world, no way
yet i am alone, but thats fine by me
cause youre in Somewhere Happy right now
look at you smiling, cept i cant look at it
youre just a person on the internet
one fish out of many, not special
but i cant help but laugh when youre there with me
things flies by when you are here
the world stops with time
youre funny, charming, interesting, other adjectives
maybe if i say these things you will be by my side when i need you
i can hope
thats why i love you
your aura is addicting and endless, indeed
i wish to see it again, but its alright you cant stay
cause you must go Somewhere Happy
look at you talking, ill just lurk around a bit
you know, have i told you that i love you
um
oh wow, looks like you werent expecting that
its alright, im trash, you dont have to reply
just wait, dont leave me in the dark like this
okay then, so thats how it is now
i know, i fucked up, give me a chance
im rambling, sorry for everything
you were all i had, the sunshine in my life
maybe it was all in my mind like a dream
anyways, its fine, cause youve told me one thing
that i dont have to worry anymore now
thats why i loved you
but in reality i was futile, useless
though, its alright
because i may be sad, but youre in Somewhere Happy right now.
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10. |
Headcanon
03:28
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everybody please listen to my Headcanons
and my theories
they are correct, follows the rules
and if you even try to refute them
i will kill you so shut the fuck up right now
so many opinions all around
but they dont know that im the only truth in this world
so ill teach them my wonderful theories
cause my Headcanons are all that matter in my eyes
they are all right, think of me as the one true voice
of course i am right, look at all the evidence here
i dont care if the author said so cause that ones left
i dont care cause i cant look at myself
people praise me for my Headcanons
even though theyre all bullshit, meaningless and pointless
but fuck you, i like making Headcanons and theories
cause theyre my passion and my legacy
even if my proof is all made up
even when theyre post canon
theyre all important as much as the rest
so dont dare to tell me to give it up
cause all that matters in the end is to have some fun
so many opinions all around
but they dont know that im the only truth in this world
so ill teach them my wonderful theories
cause my Headcanons are all that matter in my eyes
to me and me only.
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Some teams never make their own memes
never follow their dreams
really quite depressing
but my team always makes up shitposts
never falling for ghosts
our rips always impressing
Wacky warriors of the music scene,
Spending our time in C A N M T,
Living with homestuck infamy,
In our zany C A N M T
cool and new music team
just take a step right in and buckle in for a ride
cool and new music team
no team better than C A N M T
people say we suck ass
(cool and new, cool and new)
and while we do suck ass
(cool and new)
theyre a little bit wrong
(cool and new, cool and new)
we also suck dicks
(cool and new, cool and new)
but well never give up in trying to entertain
(cool and new, cool and new, cool and new)
at least we tried
(cool and new, cool and new)
us C A N M T
Some teams sort their songs with high bars
stupid jokes don't go far
don't find them appealing;
but my team never lets a gag die
injokes piled so high
can't even see the ceiling
If stupid music's what you want to see,
you should join with C A N M T
Our albums are all fun and free,
so come chill with C A N M T!
cool and new music team
theres no need to worry, we have your shitposts right here
cool and new music team
slaves to o, but we are C A N M T
cool and new music team
just take a step right in and buckle in for a ride
cool and new music team
no team better than C A N M T
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12. |
Tsundere
03:53
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Tsundere
hiding my feelings
Tsundere
no one shall ever know
moe is a special thing indeed
just slap a weird trait and youre done
unrelatable but cute character: complete
ever wonder how its like to be
unable to reveal your love for him
just because of some guys fetishes
its not like i love you so dont imply anything
im just telling you all this cause im suffering inside
well, maybe you are fine but this worlds not letting me confess
its not like i couldve anyways
Tsundere---oh my god is that his notebook there
im suppose to bring him it in this situation
everythings so predictable
instead of being normal, i have to act mildly frustrated and flustered
yanderes and other deres dont know this feeling of
despair, agony, frustration
but i have no choice but to be a Tsundere
Tsundere
cant show true emotions
Tsundere
its completely fictional
i have to put on this facade all for the sake of "character development"
though i dont even think i like him all that much
but youve been keep listening to me
i dont know what this feeling is suppose to be
maybe i like
its not like i love you so dont imply anything
im just telling you all this cause im suffering inside
well, maybe you are fine but this worlds not letting me confess
its not like i couldve anyways
one day, ill be free at last.
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13. |
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On the day she finally left me
She left one thing behind
Just a small box on the table
That she wanted me to find
There was something bad inside it
It was something that I should have left alone
Now everything is standing still
It was only my head that made it revolve
Everything was fine until
It was awful instead
Now watch me dissolve
It was mine now, something secret
Something precious and rare
And then it changed me, and I liked it
Now I wish it wasn't there
Would you cancel my appointments
Pretty sure I won't be coming in today
'cause everything is standing still
It was only my head that made it revolve
Everything was fine until
It was awful instead
Now watch me dissolve
Everything is standing still
It was only my head that made it revolve
Everything was fine until
It was awful instead
Now watch me dissolve
From inside these limousines
The world is looking darker every day
And you wonder if that means
That when you close your eyes it goes away
It goes away
Tie up your loose ends one by one
Your time is almost through
Even your angels think you're done
They roll their eyes at you
Because it's you
Who's getting bigger every day
And it's you
Who's gonna drive them all away
As they turn to go
You can forgive them for they know not what they do
The world belongs to you
Staying inside, lying in bed
Noticing something that's not there
Follow my heart, follow my head
I'll follow anything that might get me somewhere
I quit, I'm done
Cause I don't think it's gonna turn out OK
It's no fair, it's no fun
If every time it's gonna end the same way:
Me zero
Big bad world one
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14. |
Do You Remember
04:05
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Do You Remember
The things we've done together
Or have you forgotten them
The times we sung our anthem
And I know you are not here
So I tell myself my fears
In the hopes they reach out
But I know that I'm an idiot who can't do a thing alone
Though I know truly
What you would say to me
Time and time, in a row
You'd say
"Don't worry, there's tomorrow"
Do You Remember?
The words you've uttered to me.
Though the words were so obvious to you...
Those phrases, I could not forget.
But you now have forgotten me.
And I realize your words had flaws...
However, despite all cruelty, that's just how life is.
So I'll head onwards. I'll make your "tomorrow" my "today."
And since I know that you're not here
I stop myself from my fears
My hopes are full, bulletproof
In the end, believing is all I can do to step forwards
So I Remember
what I'd say back to you, truly
With determination
I'd say
"Not tomorrow, but for today"
Not tomorrow...
But for today.
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16. |
JohnJRenns South Korea
The former musical alias of Cecily Renns. cecilyrenns.bandcamp.com
“Frankly, pop
culture is a bit better at rocking people emotionally than the better chunk of the so-called fine arts.” - Kadono Kouhei, authour of ‘Boogiepop’
“...소위 팝컬쳐라 불리는 게 있다. 예술이라 하기엔 좀 그렇긴 한데 하여튼 사람의 마음을 뒤흔드는 점에 간해서는 어정쩡한 파인 아트보다 힘이 세기도 하는 놈이다.” - 카도노 코우헤이, '부기팝' 작가
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